Almost a mom: A synopsis

It was her 9th miscarriage, Helen rolled over to the edge of her bed,a knife in her hand,a couple of knife marks around her fingers,She whined.
9 husbands,9 miscarriages, 1 her.
She stood and strolled to her window pane and pressed her face against it,she was broken.
Could it be something she did in the past,could it be she wronged an old woman that swore on her womb,she had exhausted all possible top recognized hospitals and maternity homes,all proved she was fertile.
She Reminisced.
Her past only showed beautiful reflections, she was torn.
All her dreams of being a mom,began to blur out in her head.
She felt nauseous,dizzy and weak.
She puked.
She penned down in her reminder to go for a check up later that week,her fingers were crossed,
What if?